I'M STARVING!!!!
I'm still following my diet, but it's getting harder to eat only at the times the dietician has laid out for me. She is growing like an octopus - I eat a meal and she grows in proportion to the size of that meal - she gets it all... leaving me... still hungry.
My mom, sister and aunts are throwing me a baby shower this Saturday. I'm kinda excited and then not really. It's like all of this is ending. I know I will get to see Penelope in a few weeks and that is going to be great. But I really like being pregnant (despite the gd and the nausea and the etc...). I know where she is and what she is doing and it's so easy to protect her. I can go on with my regular life (a little bit sleepy) but I have her with me all the time. I've started refering to myself as "we". I'm kinda like the borg, now. A collective. Not singular. I will lose that when she is born.
It's a time of transition, definitely. I'm ready to get on with the nesting. I don't have her room set up yet. I'm waiting for the crib and the changing table. I need to get on it - She is coming, she is coming.
~Green
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